All thoughts, suggestions, and general comments welcomed (as long as they are relevant). As stated above I am considering making music for the Audio Portal. I have absolutely no clue how to go about it. If any one has any suggestions, any at all, I would welcome them. I all of a sudden decided to try and make some because of JinNJuice and a few other pretty good musicians who already make music for the AP. Some of the stuff they do just seems so perfect and incredible that I want to at least know how they do it, and understand maybe a little bit more about the effort they put in to such incredible music. I need every one who is willing to help me out, as I am probably little better than an idiot with a name tag because I keep forgetting my own name in regards to good music programs, good starting points for a complete and total newb who is trying to imitate masters (or as close to them as I have seen so far). Please, help me out here people!! Day two of my request for a little help from all of NG. No comments. Maybe some thing to help me out in the BBS posts... Gone to look their, if there is nothing to help me out, I am blaming all of you for not even suggesting any thing in the comments if it turns out to be a horrible grinding noise that makes you want to tear your ears off and drive nails in to your ears. Thanks to those who do comment or make a BBS post related to my problems.

So many games... so many movies... so much stuff done... I can't feel my face any more. If any of you have a quick remedy for that, I would like to know it. Other than that, I have one request for all of you. Go read my previous posts, comment on some of them if you want to. Just at least look at them. I would like more comments on the even numbered posts. If you do comment on one, please let it be the even numbered posts. That is all. Have a nice night/day everyone. To those of you who are just going to go back and state the obvious stuff, don't bother. I have heard it all before.

I hate it when some dumbass pompous animator who has an HD monitor, makes an HD exclusive flash. What the hell people? I mean crappy flash is bad enough, but not letting us even see it just because of the fact that we don't have money to burn? Pass the news around to all of your flash animators and artist friends to not get that overconfident simply because they have a fancy monitor. Seriously people, if it sucks ass on a normal monitor, then why the hell make us get an HD monitor just so we can see how much it sucks ass on the HD? Think about it. If some one starts making 'yo momma' flash jokes and limits them to HD monitors, what is the point of putting it up on NG? Most of us (I think...) don't have HD monitors. To the pompous ass holes out there who are doing this sort of bull shit already, STOP WASTING OUR TIME AND EMAIL IT TO YOUR MOMS TO SHOW OFF TO HER FRIENDS! Thank you to the many artists, animators, and so on, who are not making flashes exclusively for one monitor format. Sorry about this mostly pointless rant to every one who bothers to stop and read through this whole thing and is part of neither group (like me). Have a nice day to the rest of you who just came here at random and decided to look at the news and checked this post out, because of curiousity.

Why does every other post of mine have one comment? This one makes my seventh or sixth, not sure. I have already noticed this pattern and its kind of weird in my opinion. Are the people who comment on my posts just people who happened to search for a name similar to mine and got mine and decided to check it out? Are they just people who have nothing better to do? Are they just commenting on here after seeing one of my reviews? Its almost more maddening than the boredom. COMMENT YOU ASS HATS!!

I need a series... Badly. Video or book or game, any really. My only limit for video is it has to have a good plot. My only limit for books is that has to be either scifi or fantasy or a mix of both, if it has romance and mystery and drama in it to, then the more the merrier. My only limit on the game side is that it needs to be a challenge (not smash the game and then rip off my balls challenging like some of the games out there) and have a plot or reason to keep on playing if its a core type of game; if its casual, if it kills time I have probably heard of it or actually played it. If any one has any suggestions, please put them in your comments below. I am desperate here.

I have a question for any one who wants to comment. Does the walker choose the path or does the path choose the walker? I am not sure its the obvious answer but I could be wrong. Any way, I wanted to get some one else's opinion on it. Please leave a comment if you have figured out which way it should be (in your opinion obviously). I am going to keep on trying to figure it out on my own.

Honestly, if some thing interesting to me does not come in to existance soon, I am going to go insane and start killing people... Seriously, any one have any suggestion on what to do? Hell, I will even accept book recommendations at this point. Every thing that used to at least keep me entertained is now either boring me to death or I don't have time to devote to it. I NEED SOME SERIOUS NEW ENTERTAINMENT!! If you think you have some thing that at the least may kill a few minutes time for me, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, please mention it in a comment. Or a message... either way works just so long as I can read it.

If you have a free moment, go watch this ODST Trailer Any way, I have become even more bored than before (apparently its still possible to get even more bored than having your brain seep out your ears O.o). If any of you have any thing, any thing at all to suggest to me, please, please, PLEASE do not hesitate to make the suggestion. If you want to know what I am in to, check my favorites, obviously.

Hey every one, I know I haven't done much of any thing recently (flashes excluded, because I know your all better off not seeing how horrible I am at art in general). Any way, I am bored as hell lately, waiting for some thing to happen. Mostly waiting for some new artist to impress me, or some new work from artists who already do have my respect for doing what they do so well (to the five of you who got that, yes it is a rip off of that). Any way, if any one has any suggestions or some thing for some thing that I could play with or watch during the wait, they will be appreciated. Unless its just some random bit of stupidity, then I might not appreciate it so much, in fact I might decide to try and blam it (yeah, I know, I would have less than a snowballs chance in hell of that actually succeeding, but I can still try, right?).

Not much new stuff today, so I figured I might as well make a post on my blog pages. Do not fear the dark, instead, fear what it hides - EgoCity, Breaking the habit. If there is no shadow, then there is no light to be outlined by the shadow, the shadow is mans darkness, the light is mans potential for good. Both are balanced by time and continued life with in this form of reality. Most of the time I think like this, so expect weird posts in the near future. Also, a pic that I found is going to be posted below, hope you find some meaning to it: